Im basicly writing this just to get my thoughts straight but figured why not share the experience HAHA. I am constantly trying to find a way to explain how my "-O+" theory has influenced me, and I think because I am able to look back at the events I am able to see it better.
To start for the most part its underplayed because of its simplicity, but what it took for me to get it that way was immense. To best explain it would be that I didnt understand how anything "realy" connected to my theory I just knew it was involved and couldnt explain it. Once I made the connection it was closer to religious experience it connected all religions in my mind, but I couldnt come up with the words to explain that in that right way. After trying that for I cant even remember how long, I recently had all the thoughts and words starting to connect in a way I could clearly define. But because the result of my understanding is so simple, it only shows a simple explainatory example for describing the frame of mind. Since then I have done nothing but tried to refine those definitions to give me and others a better way to see things as a whole, so that the understanding is more complete and available to the world as a whole. I guess to end this is that im not sure where this is going but I hope its worthe the frustration HAHA.
The thoughts have brought me more understanding then I could of ever imagined. The thoughts have been growing since I was 15 however and im twice that now, and what ive posted is the result of that. Its wierd because it seems like the more complicated I see it the smaller the explanation becomes. For example for me to say "O" in my understanding would have just mentioned every partical and force in existance throughout all of time and space.
In reverse example for me to explain me alive on earth would require mentioning all of the requirements for life, sun, Earth and all of that coresponding existance with what entails me being alive. I realize I dont know what all that entails, but that still leaves me believing it exists (hence life).
Now that you are 30, that signifies that you are going through the "Saturn Return", an astrological transit that happens to everyone between the ages of 28 and 31. Briefly, the planet Saturn returns to the position in your horoscope it was occupying at the time you were born; this period is when your personality "crystallizes" and you become officially an "adult", because the domain of Saturn (the Lord of Time and Karma) is the 'foundation" of the natal chart.
The phenomenon of the SR is so marked that even people who know nothing about it will notice it; I recall a minister friend telling me about counseling people, and at one point he remarked "I don't know what it is, but I have noticed that right around age 28-29, people just seem to 'go crazy" for some reason!" I as an astrologer, of course, knew what he meant; he was describing the Saturn Return!
The good thing is, is that you will suddenly, one day, find that you have mysteriously become MUCH BETTER at processing "abstract concepts"; things that you couldn't understand previously, or which sounded like so much gobbledygook before suddenly become CLEAR and COMPREHENSIBLE. It's really quite remarkable!
Ive never heard about the Saturn return before thanks so much for sharing! I have also noticed in random people a mental shift in the late 20's. The good thing you were describing at the end I can only hope I have gone through the worste, it was hard enough comming out of the connections a couple years ago. Your right though, people think its goobledygook untill they catch on. Outside looking in will not only make no sense, but it just looks crazy HAHA.
Yes, the Moon also returns to its natal position at around the age of about 26-27; so yes, this also initiates the "shift' in thinking that culminates in the Saturn Return. And no, the 'worst" is inlikely to be "over"; you can expect to be "put through the mill" at ANY time between NOW and the age of 36. Some people have a relatively "easy" Saturn return, but the HARSH part comes AFTER it is over, at age 31 Others get hit like a ton of BRICKS during the actual 'return' itself.. It VARIES from person to person.
However, in Hindu astrolgy, known as "Jyotish", it is said that the toughest Saturnian transit is NOT the "Return' but the "Sade Sati", or "Seven and a Half". This is the period when Saturn transits the natal MOON. It is measured in terms of the timeperiod during which Saturn enters and transits the sign PRECEDING that of the natal Moon, the one in which the Moon is located, and the Sign AFter that. It is measured from the time when Saturn enters and no longer "retrogrades" out of the Sign, totalling a period of about 7 1/2 years. For MORE information on Saturn, I can reccomend both Dr. Robert Svoboda's "The Greatness of Saturn", and Liz Greene's "Saturn: a New Look at an Old Devil"
Wine is strong, a king is stronger, women stronger still...but Truth shall conquer all.
Very interesting indeed, thank you for the recomendations. One thing I think is interesting is Saturn is my wifes favorite thing like ever, she even has it tattooed on her wrist like a watch. She got it because its her astrology sighn's planet (aquarius/air/saturn). According to astrology we are a perfect match since im a Leo, it may be right but man do things get hot when we are fighting HAHA (fire/air). I plan on looking more into the saturn return today, a website I had been posting on crashed and was reverted back to 3 years ago so I have been backing up my threads and posts id wanted to save on different ones.
omni: In my Lodge the Secretary is a hugh bully along with control issues. if anyone even asks a question he files masonic charges against them. He controls members mostly because they are afraid of him.
Apr 16, 2018 1:07:49 GMT
foriamhim: To omni: Grow some balls, that lodge is yours as well as every member in that lodge. If you are right, its not your problem. Nobody likes the ugliness of masonic charges. Light will always illuminate darkness, don't be afraid, be a better man.
May 27, 2018 15:37:09 GMT
foriamhim: Oh, I am a new member and just wanted to say hi...
May 27, 2018 15:39:10 GMT