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Post by pan0ptic on Nov 24, 2015 3:26:08 GMT
The Kabbalah... what a fascinating study. I was initially extremely partial to Laitman. My mind was blown daily with the complexity of the thoughts he shared and all in just a few sentences. But, I was like a sponge at the time and everything had meaning so I tended to down-play its importance. All in all, I think it was the most stimulating study I've ever embarked on. Coming in a close second was the short by HPB, The voice of silence. Then, believe it or not, M&D by AP. After reading that last one was when the trouble started, lol. It was then that I realized too much. My head became bloated with the machinations of a thousand plus years of lore. I'm recovering though. Don't know about any occult powers however? I always thought that meant control over ones shadow self, in the Jungian sense?
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Post by pan0ptic on Nov 20, 2015 4:38:23 GMT
I'm somewhat familiar with the B.O.T.A - i've perused PFC's book on the tarot. I found it very informative. As for the drama which surrounds B.O.T.A members, I can't speak but I appreciate your willingness to help explain it. I can relate to the feelings of rejection you experienced though. In my case I was assaulted - blatantly - and then slandered to make it seem like it was my fault. It was the darkest period in my life and its a wonder that i survived. In hindsight it all seems so 'orchestrated' because what person in their right mind would intentionally evoke subcortical rage? Only a woman would dare to kick a bear in the nuts. lol Anyhow probably too much information me too..thanks
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Post by pan0ptic on Nov 20, 2015 4:15:44 GMT
"I have one jewel shining bright, Long buried it was under worldly worries; This morning the dusty veil is off and restored is its luster, Illuminating rivers and mountains and ten thousand things."
That's it, that's all
I have one jewel, that's all i ever had..It was a shinning star like David... But never saw a bride who would hurt the man who made her... It's like two plates shifting but originally it was a sexist operation. I can't see power being distributed unless it be for love. But her love is fleeting and this whole thing is an experiment... that's why I just >>> wonder <3
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Post by pan0ptic on Nov 20, 2015 1:54:58 GMT
I remember the Rose Croix days on yahoo groups.. maybe 10 years ago... fascinating stuff
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Post by pan0ptic on Nov 19, 2015 23:37:42 GMT
Mar 27, 2012 18:13:02 GMT -7 Alberich said: I've been a nominal member for a few years and I don't worry about being magically correct. Me neither...It seems that i've never been in control, i'm always just going along for the ride. it's convenient to think that i'm actually the doer..but in reality i feel like an *ss that someone always rides in on.
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Post by pan0ptic on Nov 19, 2015 15:40:43 GMT
I'm somewhat familiar with the B.O.T.A - i've perused PFC's book on the tarot. I found it very informative. As for the drama which surrounds B.O.T.A members, I can't speak but I appreciate your willingness to help explain it. I can relate to the feelings of rejection you experienced though. In my case I was assaulted - blatantly - and then slandered to make it seem like it was my fault. It was the darkest period in my life and its a wonder that i survived. In hindsight it all seems so 'orchestrated' because what person in their right mind would intentionally evoke subcortical rage? Only a woman would dare to kick a bear in the nuts. lol Anyhow probably too much information
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Post by pan0ptic on Nov 11, 2015 16:16:54 GMT
It is in the silence that I begin to feel. What you've said reminds me of the group Arcanta. The information (the sound) they manipulate makes for beautiful and meaningful music. But their burden is light.
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Post by pan0ptic on Nov 8, 2015 1:55:02 GMT
Indeed, thank you Peter. Deep sea cavern diving must needs rely on sensation rather than sight. Sometimes though it gets so cold that even sensation becomes numb.
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Post by pan0ptic on Nov 6, 2015 16:57:42 GMT
I don't see much light, but I feel it. Like the lightening which waits for the rain. Quit waiting and embrace.
Much love.
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Post by pan0ptic on Nov 5, 2015 14:44:29 GMT
Perhaps there is a moral relationship to the image? i.e. We evolve from animals to become firefighters, fire being a Christian metaphor for sin or animal passion. Mind you, as a function of its ambiguity, the image may have memetic import related to the development and maintenance of group cohesion due - sort of like an inside joke that no one but your pals get.
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