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Post by luciicul on Aug 23, 2018 21:36:10 GMT
>Angels are just as divisive because they are the same thing, with all the same abilities.
That is not at all what I experience in this Earth context. As I indicated the first measure I take is the light-dark balance. The demonic all show as more dark than light.
*OK, I see. I don't split people in half. That would explain the differences in understanding.
>the person who was leading the group was surrounded by cockroaches
There are astral "larvae" that look rather like cockroaches that swarm over many humans, living off their energy.
*He's an Arthur Findlay graduate. Nice guy, but it seemed to me that the hypnosis, which does not work on me, but was working on the other people in the group was inviting the problem.
>Dead people can have an equal impact like demons
That is certainly true. Ancestors can propagate their feuds through their incarnated descendants. Some traditional peoples are very careful to keep happy their ancestors.
Have that question of my grandfather, or maybe my grandmother. I wore his masonic ring thinking I could get to know him better since I never got a chance to do so. It grew this huge knot on my finger attached to bone. Tried to have a sense of humor about it and named it after him, Hu, as opposed to Hugh. My kiddo has osteogenesis, autism, and some other problems most of which are what Shriners care for. Never could get a straight answer from anyone about what happened. For years my grandmother said he died mowing the lawn from heat stroke. Later I found out that she was keeping a secret from me so I wouldn't know he died at lodge with a massive intracerebral hemorrhage. My father died the same way. Could be part of the problem........
>I don't have a "supervisor".
Every demonic entity that I have investigated has had a supervisor with an apparently endless line above.
It is common for spiritually advanced humans to be attached to at least one more advanced entity.
* I wouldn't have phrased it that way but I see what you are trying to say. I wouldn't call them supervisors, but I guess one could view "many fathers" as the same thing. Not one of them ever told me what to do or that I was anything more than my own self, including John.
> see if your aura turns a bright blue with a purple center.
And what color is within the violet center?
* A white dot, very tiny, in a bright purple, like a plum color.
> If you are defining dark as something more than a level of awareness, it's not human.
If you consider the concept of Tzimtzum then the Source manifests a stream of intent that gets more and more separate from the Source and therefore darker and denser, eventually generating physical existence.
At the same time the Source draws back the manifested intent so that it becomes lighter and less dense as it returns to the Source.
Thus the dark flow and the light flow are natural and simultaneous breathing by the Source.
It is the imbalance of light and dark that generates what humans call evil.
There are of course angelic entities that work within the dark out-breath but I have very little to do with those.
As you will have observed humans are mostly born with strong dark energies. They need this to build a body and to drive other humans to provide what is needed for that body. Babies can be quite properly ruthless.
*Ok, I was told I was born light. So much so the nurses had to come see my mother about "the baby with too much personality". I have never seen a baby with a dark energy.
As the child grows it usually needs to be taught to share which is part of the process of moving the dark-light balance towards a state that is functional in our society.
Some humans are too light and do not take enough time for themselves. Mothers are prone to burn out.
Being too light for the situation is just as much a spiritual problem as being too dark.
* That's true. I feel like a freaking attractant for something I do not want at all.
I said it was making my family sick. I didn't even have to ask and I knew. My brother Michael is as we speak "been attacked by three rattle snakes". No he hasn't. He just doesn't understand. I'm thinking their names are Mary, Mary, and Mary...and he's trying to say something much different than he is conveying. Mary + 114 is 456, same as rattle. I keep trying to tell people don't go with that. It will make them sick. He doesn't know he is in the text. Probably wouldn't be a good idea to tell him. And he's probably got some fool for a doctor that has taken him off his clozaril "because he's stable", or something similar. He and my brother Andrew are like walking targets.
You know, Samuel warned, Pharaoah was warned, and Joseph warned not to divide the cows to Solomon for good reasons. I know how to fix that. Adam......but it's not quite an ELS. Decided to name it Dexter and Sinister Alphanumeric Scriptual Letter Sequencing.
Yes, you have answered my question. There is a dark force influencing y'all. You know grace and dark are not remotely the same, even though they have the same sum in name. Dark implies unnamed because it is not a part of "be ye like gods". Be ye like gods implies do not be as angels or demons, be human, be your self.
Luci
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Post by luciicul on Aug 22, 2018 14:10:46 GMT
"survived all encounters with an intact aura"...... Angels are just as divisive because they are the same thing, with all the same abilities. There is only two choices, human or not human. If it was not "a result of conception" it is not human. And yes, children are "possessed" after birth all the time. That being said not all people have an aura. I was just showing that the text even states what I have been trying to say without the text.
I certainly hope you don't see a "supervisor" with me. I don't have a "supervisor". Of course, I don't use rituals either.....even in meditative thought it's just focused thought. I could be folding laundry and be just as focused. The last time to be respectful of the group of mostly harmless people in which I did, I had this awful cough that wouldn't go away for almost a year. It was a person who had hung themselves trying to talk to me. Of course I see the living mostly. What I did see was after I was away from them is that the person who was leading the group was surrounded by cockroaches, and he couldn't see it. That was a little over four years ago. Dead people can have an equal impact like demons in that it will exacerbate already existing problems, even when they do not mean to do so. Let's try something......envision I'm going to move my fingers across your eyebrows and see if your aura turns a bright blue with a purple center. No rituals. Just focused thought.
So have you ever risen to a plane high enough to get through the eye of the storm to see there was nothing there except the earth below by just thinking about it ? If you are defining dark as something more than a level of awareness, it's not human. The fact that you said light-dark balance tells me definitely there's a force at work that wants to keep you from being fully informed.
I can see we are not going to agree on this.
Luci
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Post by luciicul on Aug 21, 2018 4:23:20 GMT
Still came across that way.
Like knowing what time it is.......Angels and demons are the same thing...ELS Luke 12:8-13:17
Divides people so they don't know what real freedom is. Angels are just as divisive. You don't have to be possessed for it to have the same impact.
That was my point. Are you sure it's not influencing y'all equally, just differently ?
Luci
Pearl of great price......who asks someone to die for them ? LIke Romeo and Juliet and iambic pentameters....how many people consider one dying for the other is a sickness ? They are distracted by the rhythm of the pentameters and don't look at the content. Today we could call that psychotic. Too much freedom can be just as ill making as not enough.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 20, 2018 0:02:33 GMT
That's your best response. Yes. And it all relates back to people manipulating the meaning of "light" in the text away from what it really means.
It's a hard to pill to swallow. I wasn't exactly planning on him showing up at my house about a half an hour after 3pm either. It contradicts a huge amount of what people have been taught. But treating my like blame the rape victim to deflect the questions......very much like a criminal defense attorney.
I hope nothing but truth and real light enters all your houses.
Luci
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Post by luciicul on Aug 19, 2018 18:37:01 GMT
OK, I know stubborn when I see it. Did you ever consider that it might be helpful to everyone, or am I the only one actually looking at long term problem solving ?
www.facebook.com/groups/474637569672011/?ref=bookmarks
Could you consider that possibly there is a force at work that wants to keep y'all in the dark ?
Luci
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Post by luciicul on Aug 17, 2018 20:25:37 GMT
The naming is in the individuals....that I get. Same reason I chose T.O.M. Ok, so is it intended to also say guaniine, adenine, thymine and uracil ? Since cytosine is the mutagenic responsible for some cancers maybe focusing on that is a bad idea.....Or is it just me ?
I made a really short video to make some of what I know useful. Would anyone be interested in telling me how you think I could improve it or if you see it as useful ? It's horrible, my first video, but the usefulness is what I'm trying to improve....I'm open to comprehensive outside critique. Presentation I can work on, definitely.
Luci
Background of why the dna question. I found an ELS sentence that says they used my dna to write it, originally. I can neither confirm or deny that at this time. I wanted to know if anyone knew that to be true, since the Nadi texts use fingerprints it is not out of the realms of plausibility ? If it is true plausibly for one, then the same would hold true for many. .....pairs on an Ark, plausible.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 17, 2018 1:24:44 GMT
I have this question about G.A.O.T.U. ......does that have a name because that is a description but not a name ? When I hear those words I think the PTAH, or poor, tired, afflicted and hungry.
Luci
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Post by luciicul on Aug 16, 2018 5:41:21 GMT
So the 1314 .... does that give a wrong impression ? My name isn't Kallista. Not something I would claim. All I did was convert redeemer to remember and it just kind of followed.
Question, did "Jacq" ever mention Luci or Lucinda ? Trying to decide if I'm empathizing or it's something else. Could be Geoffrey....75966957... maybe that's what Nathan was trying to tell me....only relative to now.
Just to keep this consistent and not a bunch of other posts I did some looking........the closest connection I could find is that it does say Temple of Sun in the same place as my name in Matthew, but no Geoffrey and the only Jack I could find is a radio station. Because of the time difference I can see where it could be two statements that are overlapping in the text. Although all things being constant were they looking at the ELS and that is what caused huge misunderstanding since it was 655 years before my actual birth ? How did they define "sun", which does make for huge differences in understanding ? Apollo, Ra and Helios are three completely different understandings. I can architecturally explain why it goes from Luci to Lucinda, but that alone does not on it's own does not reconcile a bigger picture.
I'm taking a risk here since Adam wanted me to stick to psalms for my safety.
Luci
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Post by luciicul on Aug 15, 2018 4:03:46 GMT
I was in the hospital today and had my test with Hank at Hunt Co in the cardio testing lab and some other wonderful ladies. But Hank is the one I had a conversation with about what I do. You know, friendly pass the time talk. Hank says to me he wants to know if he's in the text. I said OK. LOL....
Luci heart test Hank Hunt County August.....2 Thessalonians 1:2 to 2 Timothy 3:14
There's another listing in same text reference that says Luci heart stress test Hank Hunt August
And I'm OK. NO new problems, just really intense angina and few lab results that didn't surprise me. According to the taste in my mouth I'm thinking I could still glow in the dark for the moment. What was really interesting....the consulting cardiologist lives next door to my heart surgeon.
Doctor Levin lives next door doctor Hamman....Acts 2:3-38
How does one make this useful when most people look for political things which just incites fighting and fear ?
Luci
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Post by luciicul on Aug 13, 2018 4:01:48 GMT
Yes. Them is one, not differing people.
You ever consider what light as a titan named is the result of ? I think how people are applying it is making my whole family sick. That could be an echo....What is the named point after light named ? The same as for light unnamed, to shine, 330. Problem, is when it's a named light that's a conflict. Light unnamed is 666, 336+330. Light named is 384(or 474 if you include the hidden letter) +330 or 714 NT, or 270+330 or 600 OT. Put them together that's 1314. You see where I'm going with that ? I'm leaning a partiality to sparkle.
Redeemer........or redeeder + 54 left, I. +26 for English is 150, that's an eye for an eye. A basket of made of "reeds". +54 is an I for an I. 150 for "ber" right/left is Remember, from the left hand, mercy.
Moses didn't write psalms. David did. David is the redeemer of light, justice. At least, relative to the English that would be true.
I guess I could phrase all of that with more diplomacy, which I suck at......all things Greek are kind of fierce.
Luci
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Post by luciicul on Aug 13, 2018 3:25:55 GMT
Yes, and it can cause personality changes most especially if you fight back. I take notes. It showed.
GAOTU......XY, or 294, Athena, or 144+150, not 42x7 (which might have been true at one time). Ra and Adam are both 114, but Helios is 408. There are differences... I understand some of that from a much differing view point. I went from Athena, Artemis, Aphrodite to....there's a fourth unnamed/named part in that, equivalent to an 8th day. Maybe that's where I get people confused, since light is a titan.
I painted these to be all inclusive. I can see what you are saying in it. And there are two sides to each one, in colors. The vertical one isn't finished. I have to finish walking through psalms to finish it and something, or someone doesn't want me to do so. I'm stuck on psalm 48. I'm not a believer in an eye for an eye, but an I for an I.
The irony being that my father was literally an architect and my grandfather was a teaching Shriner 33rd degree, although he died 9 years before I was born at the lodge. We might have a few disagreements on a few things but I think we are actually talking about the same things.
Luci
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Post by luciicul on Aug 11, 2018 3:19:11 GMT
Kind of a bit much to absorb. I'm used to it, sort of. Diana is the a to the o in Adoni. It's the naming of the narcisscism issue, the transition from Artemis to the beauty of God. I'm not Dorothean, was just a very appropriate analogy.
In all fairness to completely answer your question, I was fighting an attempted possession before my heart attack, one of but not the only contributing factor. Maybe that's what you are sensing. They did not want me to walk through psalms, very much so. I made it to psalm 8 before my heart attack. I just had to recently put a pause on it.... so in many ways y'all are right on about the importance of self. But if you read it wrong it becomes a problem. I had to throw Hades out of my house. In some ways I feel bad about it, and in many ways I very much do not. I know that's hard to understand for many, but it's because he did something that was very protective which is contrary to what many have been taught. That's my best honest answer to your question.
Can I ask you an honest question and get an answer ? Did you take an oath that incorporates Helios, aka "the eye" ?
Luci
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Post by luciicul on Aug 10, 2018 0:04:55 GMT
Hoorah, you ignored the game question.
It was a committee of people. Wasn't subtle and a literal house. They have a statue in the attic with a saying over the door and from the stairs that lead up from the kitchen. Whole bunch of people in there who didn't know why they were there. Grey. Not much in their house. White colonial columns, either in the country or in a city with a large sum of land. Got a row tall straight trees on both sides of the house. Long circular driveway with a fountain in the center. The foyer is set up so that it accesses the front and back door both, empty room on the left of the house. Kitchen is on the right. Two stories. Large set up of a whole bunch of video screens in the foyer so they can watch every door. Kitchen door has been permanently locked. Past the kitchen there are a few other rooms, so it's not a newer open floor plan for the size of the house. Like no one actually lives there but they use it for other activities....
Some part of my system....moral choice and a hard headed case of NO. Somebody seems to think they can drill a hole from the outside. That doesn't work too well when you can grab the bit and pull it out of the drill, bring other people to see them drilling and they don't even know what they are drilling through.
Uh, telling someone who's name means light to stand inside a flame is redundant. Nothing personal. I'm not a candle, but it does remind me of the guy with the house and the walls composed of letters.... He wanted me to stand in the flame too. Didn't know Dorothy could see through that curtain until I flew through the door. That was truly all metaphorical analogy. Maybe not on the suggestion. I'm not interested in opening a portal for King Lycaeon.
Did you consider that maybe it really is just a matter of not having anyone to relate with ? You ever see "Knowing". Surely you've seen "Man of Steel". Wonder why it is they put them both in a closet and what that metaphor means. Pretty accurate metaphor in some respects. They knew what to write because someone can read the code and it's being exploited for a dollar. I wasn't born yesterday. Just like there is no Diana, or Wonder Woman. It's the Hera rendition of Luci. Not interested in relating to hedonists who only want yes/no answers either. It's the inverse of 47133174, Luci. That's why it says Diana is going to die in the film. I didn't do that. The sun isn't going to explode. There is no Diana. It's Artemis. Somebody is playing games with people and I'm not it.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 9, 2018 19:38:58 GMT
I've had it happen enough I can spot it. That wasn't true years ago. Did you know that if you follow the same pattern for Adam in psalms it will restore your memory ? That thing about your name does not change..... I have some memory problems but not from that. Think I had a TIA from the bypass procedure because I had all the symptoms, but I can see why you would be considering that. And it's not that the person cannot necessarily remember. Might be true for some personalities and children, but I remember being in my own skin and watching someone else who took control. I can describe the house they were operating from in detail. It was like watching it through a glass wall. Similar to but not the same as PTSD. PTSD is more like watching a movie you can't turn off. Glass walls you can break. More like a giant pile of poopy that just gets bigger and bigger. Eventually they start singing O'Fortuna of their own making. Then there are jumpers....I know a way to test it though but I don't think you would be down for it. Would you like to play a game ? Pick one.
There's another thing going on and I will figure it out. I found out people's computer passwords are in the text. Just uses two words instead of a compound word. I don't venture into other people's personal business, but other people do.
I can admit I give credence to the stereo type that women use more words. Working on that.
Luci
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Post by luciicul on Aug 9, 2018 2:02:36 GMT
I felt it and thought about it. Since the entire book is essentially "walking through the shadow of death" and there is two layers of relevant context prior to the english, seemed the most logical answer, how many named people. Took me maybe an hour to process and write it down.
Then there's this one thing.....yes, this is metaphorical but maybe analogously the best way to put it.....ever see the Lucy movie ? One thing that stood out, the white car. Ever take a laser pointer and move it in a circle real fast ? Makes it more visible not less. Just like you use your whole mind not part of it.
Nature of that committee....not a good question to ask someone with a history of being "possessed". I don't think my opinion/perception would be unbiased, honestly. But.....if you load an Ark you have to unload it at some point. Time is just a measure of events, a descriptor, not the events themselves. Have a theory....DNA and it's components is a "committee" that moves horizontally and vertically too. Luci
Added note, I know the difference in reincarnation and false reincarnation is that your name does not change regardless of when. One could consider false reincarnation a "committee" making unconsented decisions for you.
If I said, "Stupid fat hobbit. He ruins it", which one is most subjected to the "committee" ? The hobbit or the golem ? I know it depends on what your goals are to be accomplished.
Observation.....I have this little program that is supposed to detect ghosts. While I don't need a program for that the significant observation is that the settings are being changed remotely. That grass is the same green on either side.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 8, 2018 18:07:59 GMT
It occurred to me.....did Isaac Newton get that far ? I don't want to read his book and corrupt my thought path which is leaning heavily towards there is no "end" per say.
Luci
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Post by luciicul on Aug 7, 2018 20:45:49 GMT
I know of quite a few people who are not in control of their thoughts. You know I've had multiple consultations with a PhD psychologist who to quote "I'd love to talk with you about it but I have no training in it." She wouldn't understand what it's like to foresee your entire day before it happens. It's not someone know me. I'm going to share what happened Friday and you tell me who can relate to that. All I did was just think about it. Friday, Aug. 3, 2018 OK, that was weird, but cool. Got Mormons coming to my house looking for Lucy, a different Luci. That was a conversation, but I was polite and I hope I didn't say something to scare them. Elder Fox was very polite, very evangelical, and respectable. Wants me to focus on simple truths....if only that were true about all things. This gets weirder, because yes I checked it in the text.....Act 22:16-27:19......Elder Fox talked with Luci August third....no poopies. Maybe I should tell him.......Also says ... Elder Fox and Rowell talked with Luci third...John 19:31-20:25, which is inclusive of the other Elder present. This would be true because Elder Fox did all the talking, but Elder Rowell was there being supportive. And he's concerned about my relationship with Jesus......... Sometimes I feel like I am subjected to the beings of a committee... a committee of 3237 people, and Torah is 372. Weird or What ? 3237 + 24 spells Hera, a world in which man does not exist, darkness, or 3261. I for one prefer a world with man.......what a boring as hell world it would be without man. And from the inner to the outer and then outer to inner thats Elyon, or I, and Eve right/left ....162 33 261. It occurred to me later I dreamt this in the hospital when I was dying with no numbers and my walker was my "car". The point of it was....don't go all the way to the left. LOL Letter V, like drawing back an arrow or yareh..................132, center 3, to the left, turn around go back, 2, pass 3 to 1. LOL. Tell me I'm not the only Word architecture nerd that thinks that's funny.....why at 3 am ...... ? Did you know that 24 is also the 24 praises of Solomon bringing the Ark of the Covenant into the Temple?. Solomon is 618, or the third permutation of man, 168 . So where did that come from in first place...architecturally.....H would be in column 3, E would be in column 2, R would be in column 6, and A would be in column 1 in a lunar formation of 9. For it to be an Earth based formation in a straight line that does not change except that there are 27 columns. Taken from psalms in a vertical line in an Elyon form it's expansive right/left, as opposed to horizontally. Adam is vertically right/left, and that forms a cross in it's transition from lunar to Earth based. Do you think Elder Fox is in control of his thoughts ? I think possibly the person who told me to shove my group up my *** and demon worship with someone else may not be. I understand Stanley Millgrams point about obedience to authority if that's what you are getting at....that not one person opened the door to check on the guy they were "teacher" to. Not where Anno Lucis comes from. It's latin for Lucinda Anne. That's what it is trying to tell y'all in Matthew. 14 verses from psalm 19, add 10 to 444, and I was 31 years old, Leucippe, or Year 2002, John 20:02. Year 2018, John 20:18, that's now, or Psalm 20, Trust not in horses or chariots. John 20:01 corresponds to Genesis 1:1, year 2001. I know a lot of very Real facts in the text. Doesn't mean I tell them all. They are not all everyone's business, nor my place to say. "Superman's newspaper". You know there are two points of view on the moral of the story about Zeus and Athena. One is he didn't want his daughter to have to learn by experience when conquering time, and yet he couldn't stop it from happening...... Knowing doesn't change I have no one to relate with that I can have conversation with about it because of all the Unreal Untruth. But have a great day. I have a date with a hill billy hot tub. Wasn't intending to give an impression it's impacting my ability to tell what is real or what is not. Luci
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Post by luciicul on Aug 7, 2018 4:29:26 GMT
Ok...Matthew 28:7-11 Leucippe
Just thought I'd take the burden off someone's shoulders.
It's the only place my actual name is listed. And yes it did happen.
ELS.....
14 rows, 31 columns, 434 characters
I don't know what to do with this anymore. I have no one to talk to that I can relate with and my friends don't even know what to say.
Y'all wrote it, sort of. I don't know whether to say thank you or not.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 7, 2018 4:09:51 GMT
It occurred to me..... Do y'all know where Anno Lucis comes from ?
It's not a trick of devisive question. You said in your film you didn't know where you came from in origin.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 6, 2018 3:56:19 GMT
Ok, just to be civil and inclusive I started a facebook group based on ELS codes and rights called T.O.M. The Omphalic Memo. So if anyone who is in the ELS codes is interested ...... since this is the first place I brought it up and you were kind enough to even have a conversation about it. IF this violates any rules or policies I apologize.
Luci
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