equal and identical are 2 different things dude.
Said affectionately.... and with an Aussie accent.... "Get over yourself, Antonius, most of the people in the world feel exactly as you do!!!
seriously, if u calculate the gap i have with other people
and apply it to an average person of say 110 iq, then that
person is surrounded and has to submit to people of an average
of 80.
thats well within the limits of retardation.
imagine being surrounded and having to submit to legaly
retarded people.
Oh - and the IQ rating.... I'm up there with you mate...
yeah i had a feeling u might be.
though did you grow up around idiots, or did u have a stimulating
nurturing enviroment with people encouraging you to develop?
or did u have the exact opposite like me?
it wouldnt be so bad, if it wasnt the only thing i have ever known.
and it wouldnt be so bad if people could just accept that they
dont understand what i try to say.
but they dont, they allways insist they know exactly what i ment
and then go off doing the exact opposite anyways.
its not so much that there out there, but every damn word out
of my mouth is an excuse for them to say im crasy and i should
just shut up and accept their superiority.
well ive done that all my life and im sick of it.
im sick of people trying to change me, trying to reduce me to
their level so they can uphold their delusions that serve no1
and achieve only realy bad results.
dont u see?
you guys became masons and suddenly had to deal with anti-masons.
i was born and i grew up around anti-me's.
this is the problem in a nutshell:
if i cant get any relief from these a-holes trying to reduce me
to a brainless drone, and every once in a wile talk to some1
who understands me and doesnt call me crasy or an anarchist
or tries to imprison my mind.
if i cant have that every once in a wile, all my frustration with
society at large grows untill it overshadows me to such a degree
that i cant manage any patience with anything anymore.
let me make one thing clear though:
a person doesnt have to be smart to gain my respect.
all i ask is that they try.
you guys try, and therefore i respect you, and i can handle 100 times more pointelss cr@p then i can stomech from any1 else.
and it does help hanging out on this forum.
ive calmed down alot since i joined, but it sure cant replace
real life interaction uknow...
It seems you have all this potential but lack the discipline to round it up and use it for the betterment of yourself and your fellow man.
i feel my enviroment doest allow me the time or space to do that.
and without any1 to talk to 1 on 1 i dont realy have the toold either.
i need feedback, interaction.
conversations about stuff other then big boobs and shiney cars etc.
every time i go some place, to a bar or something and try to mix
into a conversation all that ever happens is that people think im
crasy or get mad at me for pointing out the obvious.
and then i have to manipulate the conversation just to cater
to some idiot's ego so he doesnt want to hurt me or generaly
ruins the atmoshpere with his compulsive rants about what a big
penis he has...
i dont know where u guys are, but i get the feeling you are
seriously underestimating the shallowness and isolationism
of dutch culture...
I think somewhere in the holy books it says something about 'to he whom much is given, much is expected'. Use it or lose it... in modern day idiom.
see thats exactly what i mean, i cant use it.
any time i try im punished for it by people who resent the
fact that i dont limit myself like they do.
and what does using it mean?
doesnt that mean interacting with others?
there not much point in talking to yourself, no matter how smart you are.
without feedback nothing i think will ever be more then a thought
in my own head.