Post by master999 on Jan 21, 2009 17:42:09 GMT
This is a post I maid in another forum about one year ago so all i did is copy and paste it here with a few changes.
I am only writing this post because no one here can see me or know what i look like.....................Well at least i hope so!
What i am about to explain about my self is something i have no control over it does just happen.
To being with i don't know if i am asking a question or just getting something off my chest.
I will start from when i was a kid growing up......When i was a kid about five years old my family keep a birthday party for me and i put my cake in what we call a safe because i didn't like cakes..............Whiles sleeping i had this dream about my ant eating my cake so i get up crying and i told my mom my ant is eating my cake...
And my mom told me its just a dream and she open the door to show me no one is eating my cake........As my mom open the door there was my ant eating my cake at 3:AM in the morning.
I don't want to make this post to long so i will just mention the things that had and still have me very confuse in life.
when i was eight years old my grandmother was sick and after visiting her i starting to cry and i told my mom my grandmother is dieing.... That make my mom get very upset with me for saying that......One day after my grandmother die..........The same thing happen with one of my ants.........and i again i told my mom my ant is dieing....one day after my ant was dead.
Now when i was about 18 years old i dream i was making love to this girl and in the morning whiles going to work i saw the same girl from my dream.
And as there is a GOD above it was the first time i see this girl in my life.......I know most of you here might not like the word I used GOD........... But please remember my background teaching and by me posting in this forum should let you know I did not come here to find faults or called people names.
I am here because everything I experienced in my life just keep pointing me to you guys.............So here I am.
I can also remember very well when my mom was looking for a phone number she misplace and i told her i know the number and she laugh and say what is the number then.....I then called out the phone number for her and for years my mom feel i went in her pocket book and see the number. The number just came to me out of no where.
Something else i want to mention......If i meet someone today i will see them again withing three days time.........I could meet somebody from thousands of miles away and will meet or see them in three days time.
I think i lost this gift when i meet a girl selling at a market and i ask her when is she coming back so i can buy some more stuff from her.......and she told me she live to far to come back.......Then i started to boast by telling her i will see her before the week finish.........And that was the last time i saw her....... i think i lost that gift of seeing people withing three days time because i stared to boast about it.
Now when i meek my wife we started dating and one day i was by her and i told her i have something to tell her and she said what is it?.......I then told her somebody in her family is going to die and three days later one of her brother who live in a next town hang him self. Can somebody tell me what is really going with me?
There is a lot of people i know who don't like me........and yet still i am still talking to them as if i don't know.
It also had a day when me and my wife went out for lunch and whiles eating this lady walk into the restaurant and i told my wife look your boss lady coming in.............. she then turn around and say her boss lady........
My wife called me all kind of liar....saying i know her boss all the time and i never told her......................As i am sitting here with this laptop i swear i have never seen my wife boss before she came walking into the restaurant...
And there is a lot more about my self that i don't understand.............If i say something bad about someone.....It will only take two days for someone to say something bad about me..............If i laugh about someone the same think will happen to me................And to start off March month..........I told a guy in a forum his domain is not good and he is trying to fool people with fault page rank...........and the next day a guy say i am trying to fool and rub people buy trying to sell them my domain name.
I save the best for last.........One day i was talking to my wife on the phone and she was hundreds of miles aways..............And for about two seconds i saw her in the room where she was.
Can somebody say a prayer for me please? Its like if i am going down the crazy road.
There is a lot more about me and the things i experience in this lifetime and i think it best i take it to my grave.
Curtis..
I am only writing this post because no one here can see me or know what i look like.....................Well at least i hope so!
What i am about to explain about my self is something i have no control over it does just happen.
To being with i don't know if i am asking a question or just getting something off my chest.
I will start from when i was a kid growing up......When i was a kid about five years old my family keep a birthday party for me and i put my cake in what we call a safe because i didn't like cakes..............Whiles sleeping i had this dream about my ant eating my cake so i get up crying and i told my mom my ant is eating my cake...
And my mom told me its just a dream and she open the door to show me no one is eating my cake........As my mom open the door there was my ant eating my cake at 3:AM in the morning.
I don't want to make this post to long so i will just mention the things that had and still have me very confuse in life.
when i was eight years old my grandmother was sick and after visiting her i starting to cry and i told my mom my grandmother is dieing.... That make my mom get very upset with me for saying that......One day after my grandmother die..........The same thing happen with one of my ants.........and i again i told my mom my ant is dieing....one day after my ant was dead.
Now when i was about 18 years old i dream i was making love to this girl and in the morning whiles going to work i saw the same girl from my dream.
And as there is a GOD above it was the first time i see this girl in my life.......I know most of you here might not like the word I used GOD........... But please remember my background teaching and by me posting in this forum should let you know I did not come here to find faults or called people names.
I am here because everything I experienced in my life just keep pointing me to you guys.............So here I am.
I can also remember very well when my mom was looking for a phone number she misplace and i told her i know the number and she laugh and say what is the number then.....I then called out the phone number for her and for years my mom feel i went in her pocket book and see the number. The number just came to me out of no where.
Something else i want to mention......If i meet someone today i will see them again withing three days time.........I could meet somebody from thousands of miles away and will meet or see them in three days time.
I think i lost this gift when i meet a girl selling at a market and i ask her when is she coming back so i can buy some more stuff from her.......and she told me she live to far to come back.......Then i started to boast by telling her i will see her before the week finish.........And that was the last time i saw her....... i think i lost that gift of seeing people withing three days time because i stared to boast about it.
Now when i meek my wife we started dating and one day i was by her and i told her i have something to tell her and she said what is it?.......I then told her somebody in her family is going to die and three days later one of her brother who live in a next town hang him self. Can somebody tell me what is really going with me?
There is a lot of people i know who don't like me........and yet still i am still talking to them as if i don't know.
It also had a day when me and my wife went out for lunch and whiles eating this lady walk into the restaurant and i told my wife look your boss lady coming in.............. she then turn around and say her boss lady........
My wife called me all kind of liar....saying i know her boss all the time and i never told her......................As i am sitting here with this laptop i swear i have never seen my wife boss before she came walking into the restaurant...
And there is a lot more about my self that i don't understand.............If i say something bad about someone.....It will only take two days for someone to say something bad about me..............If i laugh about someone the same think will happen to me................And to start off March month..........I told a guy in a forum his domain is not good and he is trying to fool people with fault page rank...........and the next day a guy say i am trying to fool and rub people buy trying to sell them my domain name.
I save the best for last.........One day i was talking to my wife on the phone and she was hundreds of miles aways..............And for about two seconds i saw her in the room where she was.
Can somebody say a prayer for me please? Its like if i am going down the crazy road.
There is a lot more about me and the things i experience in this lifetime and i think it best i take it to my grave.
Curtis..