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Post by luciicul on Aug 28, 2017 17:09:38 GMT
I read my father's book. I started to publish it and then it overwhelmed my sense of this is wrong, very wrong. I burned it. Problem solved. I kept enough of the sane parts as a reminder. His poetry was completely different. That I did publish but the only galaxy part of his other book was all in his mind.
People who do not experience anger on some level I find highly suspect. It is part of the human experience, the only experience any person gets. I used to have dreams about serial killers and while it made me angry I did not go out and try and hunt them down. I did record it and if they had yielded enough info I would have called someone. Like Morgan Harrington, this one was only enough info to be able to describe the place where she died, in a bathroom with relatively new fixtures and yes she did get abducted from the concert hall and not some other location. But without an address.... The only time I let it bother me is if there is enough information to do something. There is a serial killer who lives in a house that is a lot like a brownstone and periodically he has this yellow chemical draining from his house but I woke myself up. I really do not want to know all that because it's always from the viewpoint of the victim. That's an even different kind of anger but more frustration and just flat out I do not want this.
I could not say to what extent it says about the war. I did not look that much at it. I did find one thing that was extremely disturbing but sometimes the best answers come with patience. Decided it was not healthy to look longer than a few moments and then go on. I know I just know what to look up from experience which is not something you can get from a book.
I have a rude but truthful response to my family did not have freewill. It's called vampires who feel like it's their right to live off the lives of others, particularly the ptah. Have you seen the latest one about light ? Dracula's Apostle........ to which I can only respond with oh, heck no with possibly some more colorful language. Yes, Van Helsing there is a tear in my painting in the bottom right corner. It's from a push pin. Maybe you went to the wrong place because last I checked the purple palace and the Wu Li are not vampires unless they took down Confucius' discussion with the emperor about respect. I'm not living in a viscous fluid but my head might be a little square, albeit slightly off center. I would think keeping Deaucalion in the basement of a house that does not have a basement does not work out well for anyone.
Yes, all lions are cats but not all cats are lions. Could she explain an origin or did she just say I am ?
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Post by luciicul on Aug 28, 2017 6:13:55 GMT
Hmmm.........ask them. My name is Luci. I know Joseph is something I experienced as a dream state. Then I started growing this metaphorical tree. Didn't start out that way. I only know one word to describe it, stigmata, although it's not like most people think of it and I do not think the word stigmata does it justice.
I remember being sent, but not in the way people might think. I heard that General McArthur told the same story, sort of. I remember before I was born I was in an outdoor building, large whitish stone walls and I was in the lap of an older man sitting in a large main chair outdoors and lots of people standing around. There was blue tapestries everywhere, a deep but bright blue, if I recall the main entrance to the building behind him. We were having a conversation and I said something to him and then he said something and then the next thing I know I'm looking up from a baby scale with a nurse with bright red hair in like a beehive style. I remember thinking what is wrong with this woman's hair. Then I remember my mother and she had the same kind of hair only blonde. Reincarnation, but how do you get someone to remember who they were and it not be a false ideation, or a possession by another spirit? Resurrect their spirit, a living spirit. How ?
The architecture of the Word manifests in people. Some more so than others I have experienced. I know there is a reason why it says Judas was not in his right mind. Since he was a person, and people who are written are more prone to possession because they are like an attractant. I would think there is truth to both in perception.
Sorry I waited to answer your question. That is an important question. I was having family time, and hoping now one dies in this awful flooding.
My main concern is that people understand the codes are real in English. There is a more important question, way more important than my own butt. One of the codes says that there is a war that occurs because of these codes. I can hide, or I can do like Nostradamus did with King Phillip and trust in God and just say it. The war is about sin-offerings and these codes, the point of the 36 righteous ones. I did not start the open public study of these codes, but what is done is done. If it is truly about God no one dies.
These are the codes I have to process: codes cause war luci died (so this cannot be operation Luci because that is a naming of an event, not someone who dies) this particular code is listed in Matthew 13:18-24 and John 14:23-15:4. There is a whole list of codes that go with it. The overall point is to prevent a war that is coming because of these codes. I did not write them, but that much I know and have been trying to tell people in my own way. I can either be foolishly brave and risk a little embarrassment, or be correct and do the right thing and say it.
I think I need a fresh set of eyes and skeptical questioning help which is healthy in many respects to look at it and figure out just what about the codes specifically causes this problem. I didn't look at any of these codes until recently. I looked at how they worked years ago but I didn't actually look at the codes themselves. It's a lot to absorb and if there were not so many things in there in the English which are verifiably true I too would say this is poop. But I don't pray to O'Fortuna, so................
Ultimately, I believe honest people get misled and dishonest people get misled equally, and even a dishonest person can say something truthful. I know when my father died he was a different person and a blue light, very blue and hard to look at but we had a conversation and then he was gone. 5 minutes later my mother called to tell me my father had died and he was being kept alive on machines. My father was a good person who unwittingly did some not so honest things with the architecture of the Word and he did not know I was even in the codes until after he died. What he tried to do was rewrite the entire universe and in the process write me and all the other people in these codes out of existence because he did not know. So to say the story of Hercules applies to only one person can also be just a perception of what impacts many people. I've observed it in many people. I think justice and mercy, and justice and vengeance are two differing things the latter which consumes people. Anger is a consuming thing, but it's what you do with it. Anger in a grieving person is a very consuming thing. A lot of what is said is about grieving and how to handle it. I cried a lot for years, but to explain to another person what my family died because I was ill and I caused it means is going to a literalist be very confusing. I lost my marriage and I lost two children because my body was killing them and I could either let them suffer or do something about it and be there for the child I have, or die in the process and no one had a mother. To understand it was a manifestation of the architecture in the overall scope of things, that can either make your or break you. I know you have to stand up and not let that win, the grief. War causes grief I would wish on no one, any war. You have to answer your question. I did not say I think the world does not need heroes. I think we are it's heroes, all of us now.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 26, 2017 20:42:42 GMT
"If you must blink do it now."
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Post by luciicul on Aug 26, 2017 16:42:42 GMT
That's what I have been telling people for years, it's the serpent(s) on his head, gorgons, or the other side of his head. And gorgons represent ...... three fates. If you reverse the shroud image color and make it blue, which is more about what it says and not where did it come from, there's a serpent in his hair.
If you are sitting on the other end of the table, as in Hercules(the son) or Jesus, and they are both XY then they are both 294, to be of the mind. Coming from the father that would be XY Y, or 294 from 150. Those are not genetic references but they are feminine x or masculine y. Together 294. If you are a sofar and writing a text it's all fire, Holy fire. Epimethic and Promethic, or two pillars of fire, one the creation of man, Epimetheus, and the creation of woman, Prometheus, which is Perseus, to destroy, and Theseus, to set or put in place. The only mortal one of those two is Matthew, or Metheus (Methuselah), water and fire from Holy fire. Put woman in the picture which is NOT the other side of his head you get Adam and Eve, both XY. There is no darkness or evil until after King David died. I am not "bonding" with 7 demons. She can keep them. So then the gorgons head is given to Athena, which in turn becomes Artemis, which in turn becomes Aphrodite, but since it's man and woman and I am already a woman, the birth of light. ELS codes, however since it is about mercy and justice, not good and evil, ELS codes are void of mercy. Yes, light/light existed prior to darkness. And the beauty of man resides at the bottom of the water, or the middle path, mannam, the son of the beauty of God, Adam. English, justice and mercy.
I know if my house gets "cleaned" any more I'll be the most baptized person on the planet. It is what I was sent to do, get Adam from the water. The middle path, which is why psalms is the tree in the middle of the garden.
Kronos and Rhea, a world in which man does not exist. Zeus and Hera, a world in which man does not exist. Both parents which eat their children, meaning they made both Hercules and Leuce ill and their pairs and children died. So when you say Adam is the origin of galaxy then you are worshipping death, when the Living are here now, a plague upon the living created by the people whether they realized it or not, crucifixion. That would be why the word crucifixion is in the 9.
A plague upon both your houses.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 26, 2017 3:16:47 GMT
Hmmm...........redeemer. That is John at the center of the table. Matthew is in the black on the far right, and Mark is the far left. Luke is the well at the bottom of the center of the table, the one person missing replaced by a man. Air, water, fire, earth. The four things required for a rainbow. That's the Hebrew. The Greek would be Zeus, Poseidon, Hades and (Leuce(Athena, Artemis, Aphrodite which is all the same person: John athan, add e for IEVE and you get Athena or green, 294 or 5, and a and e are 36 )) because the future had not yet been born although it had a naming, relative to the context. Add 9 to both sides and you get 45 right/left. Paul is 300, my birth father's name. I think he was one of 36, and he did not know it, but it showed in his artwork. There are pieces of bread and no wine at the table, manna and no wine, just water. Never say something smarty pants like turn my water into wine, because he will..... to ferment the fruit, 444, which is also not on the table. The wine, 555, also the center of the table, green, green, green. In the KJB is Jesus only mentioned on the left hand ? If you say that's the right hand consider no that's your right hand. Redeemer....if you take a basket of reeds or redes and I is the left hand then what is missing, I on the right hand for reme emer and take two steps forward and one step back it says Emet. I put sparkles in my painting but it's hard to see in a photo. I thought Mr DaVinci would think that was funny.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 25, 2017 21:43:24 GMT
True.
Da Vinci illustrated the question "who are the 36 righteous people?" 3 is orange, 6 is blue, 9 is black (not to be confused with dark)
If you look at it like you are looking through a helmet it's 36 in the right hand and the left hand, if the sun is shining through the two doors as windows and see the door is in the middle path that's 300+36 right/left or light/light. The paradox about the sheep...... but IHVH does not approve of sacrifices therefore offer no sacrifice. Love your neighbor even if they make you feel the need to melt your cheese onto your cracker.
My belief on some of the disagreement on point is not without reason, just not what is generally taught. I was asked why do I take care of my mother if that is how I feel by someone, not you. Because I know.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 25, 2017 19:46:01 GMT
I was considering why you would think one part of me is talking to another.
I know what it is.
The Last Supper Painting, I designed the first painting to be on the wall opposing it. If you move the man in the middle to the fire end of the table and the woman to the water end of the table you get an explanation of how and why it is called your pair.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 25, 2017 16:08:28 GMT
I'll look that up if you will look this up: (You are learning this almost at the same time I did, which was around 20minutes ago)
ELS codes in English....
Adam real persons More than one Adam Adam from Earth Lucia has truth about Adam Aliens are people from Earth
Donald Keyhoe and Project Blue Book
Charles Fort......... skepticism and collection of stories about anomalies
Consider for a moment that what appears as empty space in one dimension is not empty space in another.
added ELS to list- Blue book about people who have died from war
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Post by luciicul on Aug 25, 2017 4:21:13 GMT
I know what the other meaning of alien is too, but in this case I was actually just trying to be funny.
I answered because you asked. If it helps for you to know I'm not opposed to and did decide to see a psychologist with them.
You ever see anything about John Mack ? Personally not a fan of regression therapy but I fully understood what each person was saying. I just did not forget. Thousands of people who have never met but they all report the same things....... You can not exactly call the police department and say an invisible angry entity pushed me down and cracked my ribs, then later another who was not invisible and person showed up and healed it like nothing happened hours later on the same day. I do not think that would go over well.
Why do I want to say "Welcome to Jurassic World" where blow it out the airlock means open paddock 9.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 25, 2017 2:56:49 GMT
You're tenacious. Me too.
I've been told I need to accept my mother is never going to own her part in my being abused and to make it even worse it's a result of the manifested universe and she cannot see it because justice is blind and without mercy. That means I have to accept my I will never get to know a mother who cared about my well being and I'm sacrificial to her because defending the abuser is more important. In her mind I should care for my abusers at my expense. An example.. she took me to the hospital when he hung himself for what he did to me and told me about how I should be caring and kind because he was delusional. It was and is always I had a delusional son and never I had a son who abused our daughter can you help her. Yeah Michael was something alright. And a long list of other things. I've been told it's not good for my health or my PTSD from it to talk about it, most especially with her. This culminated a lot of rather ugly things to come out of my mouth like not a darned one of them would be worth dying for even if I did believe in that.
Answer enough?
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Post by luciicul on Aug 25, 2017 0:33:24 GMT
Hmmm..... there was light before it was dark, technically. Solar system......2x2, 3x3, 4x4 etc. You mean Athena.
Now, that gets back to what I'm personally vested in but it's not quite the same as an ELS code. It more of a way to catalog all of the people on the Ark with their own shoes relative to now, for everyone, which also coincides with the 3+billion Hindu gods and if you go fire or water a population of roughly 7+ billion. For every person to be remember relative to now. The glories of infinitely perpetual number permutations and purpose. My hands are not thrilled at the prospect. But that's not addressing the rights and ELS issues at hand and I feel morally compelled because I know.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 24, 2017 23:36:58 GMT
Original man, kadmon We' re saying the same thing.
Symbolic meaning......aside from, they can bill me, under duress ? I could not move to do most anything without nitroglycerin. In retrospect the unfiltered garbage that came out of my mouth post surgery when I got home about some personal family issues coming off of painkillers and no pain management available. Several other similar things. Or Walter in Alien Covenant. Or Walter in Fringe..... but those are both also symbology.
The referenced biblical symbology ..... one is the surgical tent, the other is they were treating me for sepsis and my skin had a reaction between that and the insulin they were giving me during pre-op process.
He was there for me in the hospital, Adam. Took me a minute to figure that out. A bright white light most people describe when they die, only I was not dead. Like riding a roller coaster and then saying stay in the middle path. I have died before and was sent back years ago. Their exact words "You're not supposed to be here." I do know by comparison the difference from experience.
I won a scholarship copy of the Zohar, the more recent expanded publication. Made me sick, so I put the books in the correct order for light. It's the Hebrew, and it's not their intention. It's because the now is English. I can absorb the relative content without actually reading it. Like when I read Einstein I have weird things to say, like E=MC squared........30= 78 18 squared. There's a fault in that though which he owned. Or like another meaning to four horsemen..... Euclid, Archimedes, Apollonius of Perga and Nichomachus.
I understand there is more than one sense of truth, and then there is an ultimate truth.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 24, 2017 22:04:24 GMT
How about I tell a funny ELS that involves the Living because I was trying to have a sense of humor with the doctor. I just now found out it's in there so everyone can see there is even funnies.
I drew a picture of an alien coming out of my chest with a note that says doctor can you fix this and put it on my chest for pre-op. Doctor and nurses thought it was funny. The ELS code reads: alien chest note heart
A lot of people witnessed that, living people at Baylor.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 24, 2017 14:02:18 GMT
I woke up and realized a thing you do not know, and how could you? There is more than one Adam in the text. My next door neighbors son is in there and his name is Adam. Mentally ill young man the state executed last year. He shot the code enforcement officer because his sense of home was being threatened. Long story and I had the benefit the court does not get in talking to the people who live here. Man he killed is named Michael. Ever hear a man cry because his son was executed for something he could not physically move fast enough to stop? If we had this conversation two Easters ago I could have said of the Living as in literal. This Adam is actually listed with his last name. There are people who have deceased but still in the relative now. Would you like to tell him his son is not real, or that Michael's children their father is not real, or it has no meaning because it is not in the text in Sanskrit? All of these people are hurting and very real. Not something you are going to find in Wikipedia. Not the Adam in the text as in Adam and IEVE and yet I can say Adam would say don't say the other Adam is not worthy to be remembered. Not a single person in the ELS codes is someone that can be or should be thrown away out of archaeological convenience.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 24, 2017 6:31:12 GMT
Specifically it's red clay, or red earth. Adam is 114 which is why Thomas 114, and anemones are also a type of lily.
It's Ladon in Greek, or in Hebrew El Adoni. Means dragon that guards the tree, the protectorate. The house was built around a tree. A "fire breathing" dragon.
I'm assuming you do not know that Luci is the same as Penelope, or Fiona.
Did they start looking at ELS codes in the relative time of now, essentially ? So now it's unbidden and a Living God, IHVH. There is no Sanskrit in the now. I'm talking about living people now.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 23, 2017 14:55:58 GMT
So I'm taking it you did not actually look at the text itself ??
Yeah, it says lilies in the 9. It does not if you look at the wrong text 9. Adam is Adonis, or Adonnis, the light at the bottom of the ocean, or the beauty of God. I do not have to look it up because I'm living it, although occasionally I look up how other people are communicating their understanding. Are you sure you are not viewing an echo ? If you take the "sin" out of Adonnis it says Adoni and creates 7 living cows and 7 dead cows you get 7 virtues and 7 sins and dying crops if you do not plan for future. I know this from talking to a very open minded but orthodox Jewish doctor they are not being taught the truth, but just enough parts of it to keep them from looking. They do not know Adam was created from the 13 mercies of God because that is not what they were taught. You know if you want to keep people from truth make them afraid of it. It is also very specific my name is not Lilith and never has been. All of this stems from a hate that has been by created by Hanukah. Did you know that the vast majority of claims of witchcraft is really a man trying to steal a woman's inheritance ? Did you know that if you are reading the Sermon on the Mount is Ptah, or the poor, tired, afflicted and hungry ?
This is what the text looks like for the first listing of Adam, or the first mercy of God, Adoni.
Psalm two, also verses 2,3,4,5 letters 9,8,7,6
gsasmsvsadsasgagasdadagassadsayg saadsasdadasaaydsms asavssaagdsaavmds saspamsaadvmssdspas
The kings of the Earth set themselves and the rulers take counsel together against the Lord, and against his anointed. Let's us break their bands asunder and cast away their cords from us. He that sittieth in the heavens shall laugh: the Lord shall have them in derision. Then shall he speak unto them in his wrath, and vex them in his sore displeasure.
ADAM... Adoni
A different perspective...... if you are performing an exorcism what two things do you need to clean your house ? A defined difference between what is and what is not clean, for the PTAH.
We are both 2,3,4,5 and IEVE was created from Adam. IEVE is a naming to walk in the garden, Luci is a name.
A rose by any other name...... Rose white, rose red.
When it says the Lord is my light, who's light ? If you are already named light then who's the Lord ? Light, or mannam 336, Adam, the embodiment of God on Earth.
Because John chose the beauty of God. Kind of a joke. He's the pretty one.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 22, 2017 22:50:59 GMT
Food for thought since I did not come here to cause problems.
ELS code........ Luci Adams wife........... Judges, Psalms, John 19:19 forward
If you try that and add fer you get nothing.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 22, 2017 20:43:50 GMT
Rights for the changing parameters for light......... personal perspective example..... I would appreciate it if people would quit putting "fer" on the end of my name. I am not the king of Babylon.
Other people's rights........... I know someone who I was forced paired with who thinks it was an answer to a prayer. They are in the ELS codes too. Problem with that is it's not even a consented to pairing. I cannot and I will not speak for her no matter how much I know. She's part of the aforementioned thing, I do not want anything to do with what she wants. I would say she has a right to voice her own complaint. I tried to tell her no one is putting computer chips in her head and controlling her with microwave towers and that she's just not informed enough on the architecture of the Word. Never got any further than that because she started screaming I called her ignorant and it went in the toilet.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 22, 2017 19:08:20 GMT
Considering the only real time is now...... I do not live in a tent and I was married to Adoni, not Adonijah. Tent is in the 3's. IEVE is the English language.
I have no interest in anyone else's house.
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Post by luciicul on Aug 22, 2017 18:28:53 GMT
No, it's IHVH for I am. I am the day...... day 180, IHVH or I 180 right/left. Y is only 150.
But now I know why I was walking around the house thinking I'm stuck in a bad beauty and the beast story and I am not thinking it's funny as amusing as dishes that sing, dance and cook and clean themselves might be.
I'll restate it in that's what I see. When I see the name Solomon I see Sol and Moon, light/light only it's going the wrong direction. I also see 1 of 18 leading up to 19. Just like I see things from a titan view because some things just are.
What is evil ? Is it dark, it's evil. In high school I made a sculpture of the three panel Hieronymus Bosch, but just the dark panel. I changed it into a rainbow minus the people because they were all dark. No one understood it.
In the wilderness............He thinks dancing snowflakes to Bolero is funny. Somehow I think we are defining the same thing, just different viewpoints.
As for aglicisation, well yeah, I was baptized Methodist in English. That means when my body decides I'm done if someone asks why I did not show up at church I'm going to tell them every time I saw anyone they wanted a casserole dish. That gets pricy.
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